Be running up that road

I've heard someone say you're famous at the point where people who don't know you and who you don't know talk shit about you. I don't know if it's true, but I do like sandwiches.

It's 1a.m. and I'm supposed to be sleeping but instead I'm waiting for Santtu to finish playing with makemebabies.com so I can go to sleep.
And now that I've seen the result (He said we should adopt instead), I don't think I want to sleep anymore. I'm laughing too much, I'm not sure if I can.

Today I've been listening to Pet Shop Boys, DJ Magnet and woke up too late. Why do I always feel like I've wasted a whole day if I wake up later than 12pm?

I don't have any pictures to share with anyone right now because I'm a lazyass. Yeeaaahh, and this lazyass is going to bed.

Shore is not as good as Williams but he's okay, too

I let out lies when I least expect it. They surprise me.
They're not to make me look better, either. Usually they're the little kind of lies that end a conversation when I don't want to continue it or when I don't want to talk about something.

I guess everyone does it.

So once again I had a dead period.
Lately, I've been freaked out by vibrating phones, stereos whispering next to me when I'm concentrating on something else, and people trying to jump me.

I've also been a lousy person.

I think I'll try to fix that.
And... I think I should also start to love my camera more. Poor baby must feel himself abandoned. The picture above was not taken by me, though: All thanks to Heikki. I don't know if he wants me to say that though. He's sometimes like that.

And breathe me

Would you look at that? A month break.

Everyone has those moments in life where life just... doesn't flow.
Well, I have one of those moments right now. I don't find energy in me to live.

Or maybe it's just this morning.

Feel like the wind in her hair

That's what I came up with for my photography lesson, normal days vs. dreams. Oh, so interesting! Oh, so charming!
Oh, I laughed.

Today I saw a lady talking to herself in the tram I was in. She was making arm movements, turning around to face everyone, sat down to a seat and mumbled with her index finger raised high "Now I remember! I'm a robot.... They made me into a robot... They're making everyone into a robot..."
She wasn't acting violent, she was dressed decent and she wasn't actually talking to anybody and she completely made my day. I couldn't help smiling wide.

I hope you'll figure everything out. I miss you.

perfect day for sleeping

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so damn moody. I got four hours of sleep because I was stupid and stayed online for wayyy too long (I'm blaming you for company), slept wayyy too little and thought about things wayyy too much.

Results in me staying inside for the rest of the day. The start of my morning was horrible too. I felt horrible, hideous, stupid and absolutely worthless. All of this turned upside down in less than an hour, and then all of a sudden I was happy, bouncy and ready to declare world peace between man and penguins.

You have any idea how freaking awesome it is to take a PINK, delicious smelling, bath during daytime? Let me tell you, it's divine. I smell goooood.

Oh and I feel like I should announce this, Ash Stymest is gorgeous.

Oh and another thing! Why doesn't this ever happen to me?
"Today, I tried #10 of ways to get kicked out of walmart; Hide between clothing and then jump out and yell "PICK ME!" I did this once, and the hot guy that was standing there picked me up, threw me over his shoulder, and asked the nearest sales woman how much I was. We have a date tomorrow, thank you walmart. MLIA"

maybe it's them

Part of the problem is me. Actually I think the root of the problem is me: me and my daydreaming while I'm awake. I've spent two hours doing nothing but listening to music that fits the current situation and imagining things I would have loved to do, would love to do or would do just because.
But I'm not talking about realistic crap, so enough with it. I'm talking about guns, weapons and oh no you won't - lines. Isn't this classy?

I pointed out that the "sonnet" we were reading in Finnish wasn't actually a sonnet at all, it wasn't really following the lines of sonnet. My teacher was confused. "Do you know sonnets?" Well, I just had to study them for a few months so I guess I could say something.

I cleaned my room today, and I still feel like I'm getting sick. I'm having issues on multiple continents, which isn't really any good. I can't deal with any of it, I just push it down and hope it goes away by itself. I rarely deal with problems...
I love how I multiply them by discussing them with myself. Then I go to LJsecrets and realize I have nothing compared to these people.

Except I would love to write notes and leave them in librarybooks.

any moment, any day now

Today I had a class visitation to an advertisement company. There were thirteen of us students and the first thing we heard was "awee would you look at these little ones, WHAT are these? Geez, they keep multiplying!"
It made a few of the other students annoyed but just made me laugh. Sure, go ahead and call me a kid when you're thirty something. In reality you're just jealous.

You know something else freaking cool? The cutest salesperson ever still remembers me. I SAW his expression change from the normal "you want to buy this stuff from me because I'm effin hot, I know it" smirk he has on to this cutest ever recognition. After talking for a while I continued my mindless wandering with a smile on my face. I can't help it, he's too cute. I don't even know his name.

Now I'm going to be classy and stay on computer for the whole night.