she whispers something forgotten

Can I not control myself? Can I not get a hold of my myself? I need a remote control designed to take care of stuff that goes on in my mind: love now, volume up, mute, and turn off.

Why don't I have a TURN OFF - button for my feelings?

I have this habit of building up images in my head and only a little friction is needed for the whole thing to break down. I'm stupid enough to forget that I have to actually survive in the reality, other than just my dreams.

Oh well, some people never learn.

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