Really, really I'm not dead, and really this blog isn't dead either. Slow currents serves to me as a sanctuary, I run here when I have nowhere else to go (nowhere else to write) and since Livejournal is down, there's no one online I want to talk to, Mel just left and I don't feel like writing anyplace else I'm here...
But there are problems to this, too. I can't be honest with internet because it's not honest with me; I can't share my secrets with a PUBLIC BLOG when there are people reading it I wish did not.
Other than that I'm fine.
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